>I come home from the bar, and I feel good >The drink was nice and plentiful, as always >The door is being a pain, and I keep fumbling with the keys >Calling for my hubby, he opens the door >"Honey, you were supposed to be home two hours ago, what happened?" >'You don't need to know.' >He sighs and walks over to the couch, sitting down >"Why are you drunk?" >'I'm not.' >"Bullshit." >I give a grunt, to tell him off >Stumbling to the kitchen, I open the fridge, grabbing some leftover pork >"Why are you doing this? You know I hate to see you like this." >'It's my life, my choice.' >"I know that, but I'm worried." >'Then stop.' >"Fine." >He walks away in a huff, annoyed >When he's gone, I sneakily drink some rum I had saved over >Walking to the bathroom, I look in the mirror >I was a drunk hyena that looked like shit, the drink had messed with me >He walks behind me, and frowns >"What's wrong?" >'Nothing.' >"Dear, I know something is up." >'You're wrong.' >"Why are you being so hostile?" >'Shut up.' >He doesn't take to that kindly, and he runs up to me, pointing a finger at me >"You know, over the last week, you've been drinking more, and spending less time with me? Why?" >'Fuck off, I don't want to talk about it!' >"No, you're being a complete bitch!" >That does it >Turning around, I sock him in the head >He falls back and hits the ground >Picking him up, I throw him into the living room >I have to make an example for him not to do this shit ever again >As he moans on the floor, I hold myself above him >And I start to strike >Hitting him over and over >"Zahra, please stop!" >He needs to learn >"Plea-agh!" >With me swinging my fists into his face, he slumps down >"You're gonna k-" >And I kick him full force, into his back >He writhes in pain >To end the lesson, I slam his head into the floor >I hear a loud crack >I must of broken the wood, that'll teach him >But, why was I so violent? >He was my love, I wasn't supposed to beat him up! >Wait, that's a lotta blood flowing... >Fuck, I've hurt him! >That realization sobers me immediately >What did I do? >Oh god baby, please be fine >Please please please >I turn him over, I already beat him, I hope it won't be too bad >I'll do everything to make it up, I'll make him breakfast in bed for the rest of his life >I'll take him to the Bahamas like he always wanted >I'll never hurt him again, and I'll stop drinking, and spend more time with him >He slumps over >His head flops down >He isn't breathing... >Oh god >No >No >No >His neck... >It's broken >God no >'Will? Wake up!' >I start to shake him around >'Babe, please, wake up!' >I can't stop the tears from flowing >'Please!' >He doesn't move >He's gone >'No...' >The guilt crushes me >I just killed my lover >I beat him to death >A innocent human man who loved me >Who just wanted the best for me >I pick up his body and walk to the bed, laying down, with him on top of me >I wrap an arm around him, and shove my face into his right shoulder >I'm sobbing uncontrollably >'I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, please, I didn't mean to...' >'Just wake up, I need you...' >Nothing happens >What did I expect, I killed him >He didn't deserve this >He was so good >And he's gone, because of me >I'm a monster >Why is he dead? >Why am I alive? >I can't do anything about it, I'm a piece of filth >I can't bring him back to life >I want to be with him >And with him I will go >My left paw goes to my right wrist >It's scary, but I can't live knowing what I've done >The pain is sharp, sliding down my arm >The blood flows, staining my fur and the bed >I repeat that with my left arm >And I lie there, with my dead husband >The world is fading away >And all I can do is apologize >'I'm sorry...' >And I leave this world --- >"Jones?" >'What?' >"You think this is gonna be bad?" >'A Hyena, and it's domestic troubles. It isn't gonna be good. Hopefully, the poor guy doesn't get any scars.' >Me and Alda knock on the door, the station got a call not too long ago, hearing screaming and banging >"Zahra? Will? This is the police, can you open the door?" >After some time, there's still no response. >'Fuck, not good. Kick that door down, taser ready, this could be bad.' >"Got it." >Alda steps in front of the door, and readies herself >"Stand back from the door, we're coming in!" >Alda kicks it down easily, her Dragon legs destroying the hinges >'Come out with your hands up!' >Oh fuck >Theres blood on the floor, and some damaged wood >Shit >"Jones, get ready for anything." >'I'll guard the door, to make sure nobody gets out, check the rooms.' >"Understood" >Alda runs from room to room, not finding much of interest except for a broken bottle of rum in the bathroom >Eventually, I hear her, and in a terrified voice >"Jones! Get over here, I'm calling for EMT's!" >I run fast as I can, making it to the bedroom >It's a horrible sight >Will was lying on top of Zahra, blood coming down his head, and his neck was obviously snapped >Zahra was on the bed, with blood staining her arms >Her face is one of anguish >Will's is one of fear >God in heaven... >'Christ.' >"They aren't breathing, and no pulse." >'Zahra's claws are stained red. Possible murder-suicide?' >"It seems like it." >'I've never seen something like this.' >"Neither have I." >As we wait for the ambulance, we check the house >Hidden camera's lie in each room, probably to catch burglars >'We need to see this.' >Taking the footage, I play it on a tablet I have >And it scares me >Zahra came home drunk, and got into an argument >Then, she starts to beat Will >And with a loud snap, he dies >Zahra quickly notices it, and becomes despondent >As she carries his body to the bed, she cries and asks for him to come back >But of course, he doesn't >Zahra is broken, and with her own claws, she slices her arms >Her death is fast but painful >"I-I can't believe what I just saw." >I feel the same >'I don't think I'll ever forget this.' >As I sit on the bed, Alda sits next to me >'Honey, can you promise something?' >"Yes?" >'I know that our job is dangerous, but no matter what, don't ever start drinking. Not after that.' >"I won't." >Alda hugs me, and we both wait for the ambulance >Zahra's mistake won't ever leave my mind (not canon part 2, electric boogaloo) >Beeping >It's all I hear >My sense of smell is overwhelmed by alcohol >I can't see >My body feels numb >What is happening? >"Hey, She's awake!" >'W-Where am I?' >"You're in St.Paul's hospital, don't worry." >'What happened? Is Will alright?' >"Shit..." >'What?' >"We'll t-tell you later, you need to rest." >'Okay...' >Time passes, I feel as if I was in a dream >It all feels so weird >Eventually, the sound of footsteps comes to me, along with an opening door >"In here, officers." >"Thanks." >'Who's there?' >"Zahra, we will be restraining you for both our safety and our own." >'Why, I'm not dangerous?' >"That's incorrect, now stay still." >As the restraints are slipped on, I cannot move my limbs >"Now, we know that you do not remember what happened last night." >'What was it, and where's Will?' >"Will... is dead. You killed him. Claw marks, brusing on the head and body, and a snapped neck." >'What? I would never hurt him!' >"Zahra, you did. I don't exactly know why, but we found you in a sorry state. You slashed your arms in an attempt at suicide on your bed. Will's body was lying on top of you, and a shitton of alcohol was in your system." >'No, that isn't possible! You're lying!' >"I'm sorry, but it's the truth. We don't want to be so blunt, but would you be able to remember any of it?" >Nothing comes to mind >This is some elaborate hoax, Id never lay a finger on Will >As I feel anger brewing at the lying men, a sense of deja vu hits me >It all comes back >The drinking >The arguing >Killing him >The suicide attempt >I killed my lover >It's too much >'I-I'm a fucking monster, he loved me...' >"Christ..." >'I was so drunk, I didn't even realize it, he was begging me to stop, oh god why...' >'He didn't deserve this, I should be the one dead!' >'Will, I'm so sorry...' >"Damn, this is bad." >'I just want you back baby, please...' >"Get the boys, we're moving her to the slammer." >I didn't care that I was going to jail >That was nothing >What hurt was what I did >And the pain doesn't go away -------- >It's late at night, I was falling asleep >Moving to the jail didn't faze me >I already felt dead >As sleep takes hold, I feel uneasy -------- >I'm walking home from work, happy to see my husband >It's been a long hard day, so seeing his bright smile will make everything better >He was so caring and kind, he was a complete keeper >Thank god you had him, he kept you sane in your job >Fucking cocksuckers at the office could go get stuffed >As I walk up the steps to the front door, I pull out the keys >Unlocking the door, I walk in >'Honey, I'm here!' >No answer >You sneaky boy, I'll find you! >Looking around the house, Will is nowhere to be seen >'Will?' >Ah, of course, he'd be waiting in the bedroom >He has to take care of the girl after all >Opening the door, you see Will facing away from you, on the bed >You hear something wet hitting the ground >Is he crying? >I walk over to the bed, crawling onto it >'Are you alright honey?' >"How could I be alright?" >'Well, we have eachother.' >"Used to." >His head turns completely around, his neck twisted and torn, with lifeless eyes >Recoiling back, I crawl away to a wall >"I just wanted to love you, why did you do it?" >'What are you talking about?' >"YOU KILLED ME." >Oh god, the memory comes back >'I-I'm sorry Will, I never meant to hurt you.' >"YOU SNAPPED MY NECK. TELL ME, DID YOU LIKE WATCHING ME DIE? YOU SICK FUCK." >He stands up, and with a blink of my eyes, he's right in front of me >'OH GOD WILL PLEASE I'M SO SORRY, PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!' >"Oh, it's fine having me die, huh? You are scum. You killed your husband, the person who cared for you. You know how painful it felt?" >What was he talking about? >"You fucking beat me like I was filth. I was in horrible pain, and then you killed me. Why?" >'I was drunk, and angry, I lost control, I-I wish I was who died, not you...' >"And yet, here you are, talking to a walking corpse." >'I'm sorry...' >"Burn in hell." >He vanishes, and I am left alone >That scares me more than anything >Not dying >Not jail >It's that he's gone >And it's all because of me ------- >I awake in a cell, restrained >They think I'm mad >They're right >The worries about what you did flows back >And you can't stop laughing >It's not funny >It's horrible >I killed my love >I'm in jail, and probably deemed mentally unwell >And not even in sleep can I calm down >This is hell >The worst part is that I made it this way >All I had to do was put down the bottle >But I ignored him and kept drinking >That was such a mistake ------- (Alternate timeline, fuck your feelings, this ain't canon) ------- >My eyes are open, only seeing darkness, my body bursts upwards from the bed >Looking around, I turn on the lights >Oh thank god >Will is sleeping soundly next to me >I move over to him, and he awakes >"Zahra, what is it?" >'I-I had a nightmare...' >"Well, don't worry about it.' >'Can we talk about it?' >"Sure." >It was horrifying, the thought of him being gone, but having him next to me feels wonderful >'It was real messed up, please don't think I'm a psycho.' >"I have weird dreams every now and then, don't worry about it." >'I-I killed you...' >"Oh." >'I was coming home from the bar drunk, and we got into an argument. I thought I could beat you up to teach you a lesson, but your neck...' >Even though it was a dream, it felt so real >I start to tear up >'And I couldn't believe what I did, I couldn't take it, so I... slashed my...' >And before I start to sob, Will moves over and embraces me in a huge hug >"Don't worry, it's not real, and you never hurt me." >This is why I love him >He's so selfless >Even when I was stuck to the bottle, she stayed by me and pulled me out >And with his embrace, I fall back to sleep >Thinking it was real was such a mistake ----- who the fuck is the legit tard saying that spacedimsums picture is Zahra literary characters he made before legit rarted